Initially, I wrote daily blog posts and I received positive responses from my small sphere of influence. These friends gave me the encouragement I needed to proceed. But as time went by, and the newness wore off, so did my words.
It seemed ironic. Although I claimed in my first entry ‘a failing blog’ would not stop me from creating more content, I was already facing writer’s block.
My inability to captivate an audience, (outside of one lovely reader) paralyzed me. Suddenly, a blog that began on a whim suffered due to lack of interest.
This made me wonder about myself. Could I take pleasure in a hobby simply because it was fulfilling or did I need constant praise? Would I only be motivated by external appreciation?
The answer was probably yes, I did seek attention to inspire me. However, going forward, I would like to say no with my actions.
I am beginning afresh. I am coming back to this blog humbled by my pride and ready to start again. So I will continue to write for my own amusement and partner with anyone else who has interest.
Let’s see what happens.
Stay tuned! Or not...it should not matter. Right?
K